Yesterday, just past noon. I sat in my love seat near our front windowed wall which borders our partially enclosed patio. There is a roof that slopes down and 3 walls surrounding the patio. You can only come onto the patio from one direction. I was sitting down to finish a book: The Portal; An Initiate's Journey into the Secret of Rennes-le-Chateau , by Patrice Chaplin. ( I was drawn to this book because of my interest in the Reindeer Goddess. See my prior post here.) Before I could open the book, I was startled. A hawk had swooped under the roof over-hang, and landed on the back of patio chair. S/he sat there calmly staring at me through the wall length window. It was no more than 4 feet from me and level with my face. I was stunned. Then it turned, lifted off carefully, and glided down & out of our small patio space. I have not seen large birds on this patio before. It is very small, 9" by 9". The hawk definitely knew what it was doing: it didn't appear to be startled upon landing.
I wonder if what I was reading was part of the bigger picture in this encounter? Later that afternoon I read this passage in the book:
"I talked about a french composer, Oliver Messiaen, and his music celebrating birds, his understanding of their existence as being partly in the realm of spirit." (page 312)
Also, the book is about ancient inter-dimensional doorways. I was sitting in a liminal space, inside looking outside.
Or could be part of the sequence of bird encounters I've had? In the past, this patio has been used for hummingbird rescue and triage (see here) . The dove we drove to the wildlife rescue center was briefly on the patio table nestled in clean linens.
Does anyone have ideas what this encounter means?
*Above painting by Susan Seddon Boulet*
Wow, Debra. The wounded dove...we talked about that on dream weaver. The hawk, though, I feel that's powerful. A positive sign for you. A return of power, perhaps. A restoration of health.
ReplyDeleteDebra,
ReplyDeleteI've had many encounters with Hawk...and I imagine you know his symbolism as a messenger. Hawks also give us broad vision. When I was recovering from both of my surgeries, I could look out my window and see the hawks that live in the redwoods near my home either flying by or sitting on top of a tree directly in my sight. I felt the hawks were watching over me, facilitating my healing.
Maybe there is some resonance there for you? I hope you're doing well. It's been a while since I've written and I'm thinking of you.